I am certainly not going to complain, but my doctor has done a complete turnaround on the whole induction thing! I’m SO relieved! She made me so mad last week! I had a non-stress test yesterday at the hospital (they watch baby’s heart rate to make sure it behaves normally with movement and contractions, if you have any) which was totally fine, and today when I went in, we were both totally fine. So even though she did offer to induce if I wanted, she seemed completely OK with me just going home and letting nature take its course. I am also 1 cm and 60% effaced so at least all these contractions I’ve been having are doing SOMETHING! Maybe now that she is off my back, I can relax and go into labor. Either way, the baby will come when the baby is ready, and that’s fine with me. I will have another NST at the hospital on Monday and see her again on Tuesday.
I have my moments of feeling pretty good and optimistic, to feeling really bad and just MAD that I haven’t gone into labor yet. I suppose that’s all par for the course. If I’m feeling OK tonight, I think we are going to head to the mall to do some walking. I plan to do some shopping as well, because I’m not going to haul my big pregnant ass all over the mall and not buy myself something to make me feel better! Even if it’s another book! I’ve been going through a lot of books lately, I’ve read Jimmy Carter’s “Palestine – Peace not Apartheid”, I’ve gotten halfway through “The Iraq Study Group Report” and “The Weathermakers” which is about global warming. With all that heavy and depressing reading, now I am reading Bill Bryson’s book about his travels through Europe. He is really funny and I’ve enjoyed every single book I’ve read by him! (Thanks Dad!) I got really tired of reading books about birth and breastfeeding, so I had to get something different!
I still think my due date was yesterday and not the 7th, but I’m too lazy to change my ticker. I’ll put up a new ticker when the baby is born. Just do your own math and subtract 5 days. It’s not that hard! 🙂